Hello Out There!!! (crickets chirping)

Ok so I know I've been gone for a long time and I am hoping to get my butt in gear and start writing some more pretty soon. I'm just not too sure if I want to continue with my erotica or if I want to start something new all together. Honestly I'm kind of bored with the erotica. Part of it is due to a very drastic eye opener that I've recently gone through. My normal I don't give a fuck attitude will essentially have to change. No it's not because I recently had a child she made child number two. So no I'm not a new mom in the least. If you must know my significant other has started a business and pretty much asked me to be more modest. If anyone knew me they would know I've always been anything but modest. So I have to pretty much tear away the old me and emerge as a sophisticated modest woman. Which by the way will be difficult for me but hey love makes you do crazy things especially if you care a lot about that person. Normally I'm against changing to suit your partner but in this particular instance one of us has to give. We are both very stubborn and I'd rather not tarnish any business prospects he might have because I'm too stubborn. Now I'm not saying I will completely change myself. That is completely out of the question. However I have vowed to dress more modestly. *sighs* And this my dears is probably the hardest thing I have ever had to do. It sounds easy right? Well not really. You see I've always been a firm believer of expressing yourself and any time someone has ever tried to stifle this from me I've rebelled and done it anyways. I say this but my parents were actually pretty lenient on my dress code growing up. So I bid adue and will try my best to write some new material. Like I said it will probably not be erotica. I may start a simple lifestyle blog just writing about the things that interest me and my day to day life.